Confessions: This. That. & The other.

The story of her latest mistake...

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Putting pen to paper tonight. It’s taken me so long to realize that once you let to of the negative things in your life, you become happier and more efficient. Your life becomes more meaningful when you put yourself and your happiness before trying to satisfy others who will never be completely satisfied. With time, I’ve learned that being patient is something that requires less energy and is by far much less stressful than wondering whether or not your life will play out the way you plan or expect it to. I’ve learned that I’m not always going to get my way or the things that I think I want at the moment, but I will eventually get what is right for me and what I really need. I’m no longer a sad human, but a happy soul. My life is fulfilled by the simplest things and I’m so grateful to be able to share that through pictures or words that may or may not mean something to others, but at the time they’re snapped, my heart is in a complete state of happiness. 

I’ve also come to the realization that people who don’t truly care for you or about you play with your heart. They tug at the strings and they defibrillate the dead heart until they bring it back to life only to kill it again. Why? What purpose does that serve? They awaken something in you only to lie and deceive. I wasn’t born yesterday. I’ve heard all the lies and all the stories used- I’m not stupid. “Just friends” is the biggest crock I’ve ever heard. Been there, done that. I’m done being angry and upset. Sad and lonely. My goal is to be blissfully happy, and I have every intention of being just that, no matter what. 

Either stand up and man-up or get the hell out of the way and let someone else take advantage of that amazing woman you’re mistreating.

Putting pen to paper tonight. It’s taken me so long to realize that once you let to of the negative things in your life, you become happier and more efficient. Your life becomes more meaningful when you put yourself and your happiness before trying to satisfy others who will never be completely satisfied. With time, I’ve learned that being patient is something that requires less energy and is by far much less stressful than wondering whether or not your life will play out the way you plan or expect it to. I’ve learned that I’m not always going to get my way or the things that I think I want at the moment, but I will eventually get what is right for me and what I really need. I’m no longer a sad human, but a happy soul. My life is fulfilled by the simplest things and I’m so grateful to be able to share that through pictures or words that may or may not mean something to others, but at the time they’re snapped, my heart is in a complete state of happiness.

I’ve also come to the realization that people who don’t truly care for you or about you play with your heart. They tug at the strings and they defibrillate the dead heart until they bring it back to life only to kill it again. Why? What purpose does that serve? They awaken something in you only to lie and deceive. I wasn’t born yesterday. I’ve heard all the lies and all the stories used- I’m not stupid. “Just friends” is the biggest crock I’ve ever heard. Been there, done that. I’m done being angry and upset. Sad and lonely. My goal is to be blissfully happy, and I have every intention of being just that, no matter what.

Either stand up and man-up or get the hell out of the way and let someone else take advantage of that amazing woman you’re mistreating.

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